When I tried to talk, she said "Please leave me, let me be in peace for a few minutes...."
I asked her how long would she like to be in peace, and reply came soon "For the whole day"
I thought to myself, why should I ruin someone else's peace especially of someone I loved more than me...
If she had real peace of mind when I kept mum, let her be happy. That was what I believed true Love was about....
Keeping the one you love happy, even if that sends you to heaven....
The day passed by and she said nothing but a "Bye"...
Filled with sadness and the sense of being rejected by the one I loved the most, I went to bed. Thoughts came in as a disaster; in a bulk...
I was done trying to show her how much I loved her... Still she seemed not interested.... I thought, if I could die for her, why can't I try being quiet for yet another day...
The next day, I didn't even utter a word... Thoughts kept flowing in on how I should stop thinking about her...Though that indirectly meant I thought about her all along that day...
I had to keep me away from her somehow.....
Before I went to bed, I double checked whether there was a message from her and was disappointed to find none.. A feeling that the one I loved never even thought of me the whole day made me even sad.... I thought it was time to give up, there was no Hope left...
Hope is a good thing. Maybe the best of things. And no good thing ever dies. But it seemed, the hope in me was taking its last breaths. I couldn't help, but only watch it.
A dream is a wish your heart makes. I have been a dreamer my whole life. Day dreaming was my favourite as I could control who came in and out, and what each one did. The dreams of light, the day dreams, presented me usually with what I wanted to see. So I liked doing it. But the dreams of darkness remained alien to me and often presented things that ruined my day.
A day after we had the fight, I tried not to contact her anymore. But still deep in my mind, I wished if she started to talk with a "Hi". But that thought faded away as time passed by.
I went to bed as the thoughts in my head were not pleasing me. But soon did everything around me change. I had a dream. A dream I could never forget. A dream my heart really wished for.
In my dream, I saw the moments I spent with her, the moments we spent together happily. As this dream clashed with the thoughts I had, I had to wake up interrupting the dream. I got up and sat on my bed, on the edge of darkness. I could hear the sound of clash of thoughts in my head. Maybe it was a clash, a war between the two Titans who ruled - My Heat and My Brain, a war between intellect and feelings. None seemed powerful enough to win over the other. I decided to end this war by going back to sleep as I had few hours of sleep left.
I fell asleep not so soon, but slipped into yet another dream. I saw her walking beside me, not uttering a word. There was no one to be seen around. We were all alone. Sometimes, walking with someone you love, even not saying anything, will mean so much to us.
She was the one to break the silence.
" Stupid, why are you not taking to me ? "
Just the question I was waiting for.
A smile bloomed on my face and I knew it was heart who was winning. Holding her hands, I looked into her eyes. In it, I saw ' The Nine Seas Of Love ♥ ' In it I saw myself. Some beautiful things in the universe could only be felt by the Heart and I was feeling it.
I heard my heart say " If you Love something, set it free. if it comes back to you, it is yours. You let her free, and now she has come back. She is "The ONE". Your heart is free, have the courage to follow it "
I woke up, rolled on, and went to meet her. I did not just meet her, but had a nice little chat too.......
My thoughts did change and so did my life. The hope in me was better than it ever was........
When you Truly Love someone, the whole world supports you to get her, even the God Himself.